Saturday, August 23, 2008

with love.

didnt go home for 2 nights already. went ipoh with HuiKwan and her family on thusrday. whole family waited for me since 12, but i reached around 2. felt damn fucking bad. came back on friday night, waited for like half an hour, zhen wei came and fetch us and rainie as well. went down to mardi. didnt expect to see so many people in there. this is the second time i went clubbing for the week, fuck pmr weih. around 1 month more till im free. got ko'ed and overdosed. thanks baby, jun kit, zhen wei and the others for looking after me. left mardi around 2 something, went ss17 for a drink with ricky, crystal, jun kit, zhen wei, baby, rainie and others. cannot really remember cause i was resting all the time. reached baby's house at like 3 in the morning and slept till saturday noon, went ou and home at 8. getting pictures soon.

Its gonna be my first and last time. I'm sorry dear, thanks for taking care of me.
tc.

Monday, August 4, 2008

There are so many things I wish to say.

But I can't.

And I don't know how to deliver this message to you guys but it's best if I just stay away from whatever possible damage I can cause, if you know what I mean and I hope you'll understand. I assume most of you has heard about what has happened to my dad's car. And no doubt that everything's in a huge mess right now. I have nothing but the blame to myself and to take this as the way I should be taking.

I'm trying to fix the car right before my dad comes back from Singapore tomorrow. I told my mom about it this morning and she's helping me out alot, with my driver's help too. I thank God for that, honestly. Money is not an issue in this matter right now, I just really wish, pray and hope that I'm not getting into deep shit with my dad as I am already.

I've hurt my family and mostly made a huge fool out of myself. I should've done what was right and avoided what could possibly happen but unfortunately I didn't and it happened. I thank all of you who has tried to help out with the fucked car. I appreciated every bit of it, really.

I've already lied most of the part to my mom and I did not mention anyone's name so don't worry. This is the best I can do, and it's my responsibility to fix this shit. I don't exactly know what I'm going to do next but hopefully everything will be alright. My grandparents apparently know about it already and offered me to stay over their place if the car doesn't get fixed in time and so that I won't get brutally murdered by my father.

All I need is some luck and God on my side now.
And I just wonder how is that going to work.

With love,
Burn.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

are we gonna support each other among 10guys and the 3girls? LOL


Trance addict.


hmm.. bored friday. din go out. stay home the whole day.. and play with my new ipod shuffle. hmm all inside the ipod were onli trance.. now im really addict to trance-.- im gonna sleep with it tonite=) goodnite.